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It’s with mixed emotions that I said goodbye to Weight Watchers today.  I’m really, REALLY tired of doing it.  I’m so close to my goal (only 5lbs!) but it occured to me the other day that I’ve been so close to my goal since mid-summer!  Ugh.  I’m so tired of it.  I was hoping that maybe a little morning sickness would help me lose the last few pounds, but 5lbs is a lot to expect.  I lost about 3lbs from morning sickness with both kids.  I started getting nausea on Thursday and Friday, all day, and so far what keeps it at bay is a small, but steady supply of food.  Eek!  I’ve been eating a ton of bananas and apples, but at 2pts each even they can throw off your daily points allotment.  I went to the meeting today and gained a bit and decided it was time to call it quits.  I feel like a bit of a failure because I’ve been unable to shed these last few pounds for SO long.  I’ve been doing WW for almost 2 years now (seriously!!) and I have lost a lot of weight, so maybe (this is what I tell myself) I just need a break.  Maybe I’ll be able to come back and reach goal after this next pregnancy.  Hopefully!!  For now I’m going try to keep eating healthly, but stop stressing and agonizing over food.  I’m really tired of it! 

(Today I celebrated with a big piece of birthday cake and it was GOOD!)