This whole pacifier thing is so much
harder than I’d hoped. Baby falls asleep pretty easily at night
without it, but naps during the day are impossible. He sits in
his crib and cries and cries. Then, between sobs, he starts
asking for his plug. Over the monitor I hear “puh, puh, puh”
(plug) and I know he’s sitting there making the sign and
everything. It breaks my heart. Eventually I give in and give
him the plug. When I do he looks so grateful and puts his head
down and goes right to sleep. I know giving in is probably the
worst thing I can do, but, well…. I’m weak.