Waiting is the hardest part, especially
with a crowd. I keep reminding myself that I’m not even due
yet, let alone past due. I probably have a few more weeks. But
waiting is tough. I think my friend (due tomorrow) may be in
labor today. Is it petty to be jealous? I also worry a bit for
Lex because he’s gotten so mommy happy these past few days. He
likes other people, but only if he knows exactly where mommy
is. I don’t think he’s let Joyce or Barney read to him or
really do much with him the whole time, just wants mommy. I
think he knows something is going on. Not sure he fully
understands what, but he definitely senses some impending
something. I’m trying to balance showering him with attention
as much as possible before baby comes, while not making the
clingy-ness worse. Who knows the right way to do that. Oh well.
I’m pretty tired and cranky today so I think I’d best stop
posting my rambles to the world :)