I’ve started job hunting. Is this the
right idea? I’m not sure. I hope so. I’m probably the most
indecisive person on the planet. Some days it feels so right
and other days I’m worried I’ll scar my kids forever (like I’m
the first mom to return to work!) The economy isn’t exactly
hopping so the choice may not even be mine, but we’ll see. I’m
hoping to get an interview for an Events Coordinator position.
That would be fun. Right? Lex will be in preschool in the fall
and Eve is super social. Some days I think she’s bored at home
with me. But then I start wondering if I’d miss out on
important one-on-one time with her next fall while he’s in
school. Or maybe she’ll be even more bored because he won’t be
around. Sigh. It’s late. Sometimes I wish life was a little
more clear cut… but then I remember that I’m privileged to
have the option to choose. Sooo… I’ll keep ya posted.
Obviously not mentioning it to the kids yet. Instead we’re
enjoying our days (most of them) and looking forward to the
beach (Eve asks EVERY DAY if we can go to the beach!)