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<\/a> Alan sent me a movie today at\n work. I open it up and watch Lex laying on the couch holding
\n his own bottle! I watched it like three times. It’s exciting,
\n but I feel like he’s growing up too fast. < begin tired talk\n > Sometimes I get so sad because I feel like I’m missing so
\n much of his growing up. Alan is seeing all of the first and I
\n only get to hear about them. Or I’ll say “wow, Lex just did…”
\n and Alan will say “yeah, he’s been doing that for a few days
\n now” :( On top of that I’m so stressed because we’re not
\n sleeping through the night yet, I’m worried about missing him
\n growing up, worried about getting everything done at work,
\n worried about actually seeing my husband on occasion, still
\n carrying far too much baby weight, and<\/em> not
\n able to pump enough milk for Lex these days. Gah! If we weren’t
\n so completely buried in debt I’d quit my job and be home with
\n him. That would be nice. Sigh… <\/p>\n
PS> My friend Amy is building a I’m so tired. Alan sent me a movie today at work. I open it up and watch Lex laying on the couch holding his own bottle! I watched it like three times. It’s exciting, but I feel like he’s growing … Continue reading <\/a> This week was our last with
\n Jan, our Good Beginnings<\/a> volunteer. I’ll miss
\n her. We took her out to dinner instead of going grocery
\n shopping. When the food came Lex grabbed at her plate. We
\n laughed and moved it out of his reach. Later she was holding
\n him and he spit up, so she grabbed a cloth to clean it up, and
\n he grabbed a cucumber off her plate!! It was great little ploy.
\n We got it away before he stuck it in his mouth, but he did get
\n his salad dressing covered hand in there :) <\/p>\n<\/a> Jan’s mom knit Lex the cutest
\n matching hat and booties. She has great timing because it’s
\n starting to get cold and I’ve been debating making him a winter
\n hat myself. The one she made fits perfectly and the colors
\n bring out the blues in his eyes. It looks awesome. <\/p>\n
\n house. Check out her blog for
\n details.<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"