{"id":844,"date":"2006-05-02T20:16:00","date_gmt":"2006-05-02T20:16:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tessa.datdec.com\/wordpress\/?p=844"},"modified":"2006-05-02T20:16:00","modified_gmt":"2006-05-02T20:16:00","slug":"today-i-cried","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/?p=844","title":{"rendered":"Today I Cried"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>And I don&#8217;t cry often these days. My job<br \/>\n    is getting worse and worse &#8211; and I thought my last company was<br \/>\n    dysfunctional! I was tired from a long, stupid day, and so I<br \/>\n    left a few minutes early to pick Lex up from daycare. Normally<br \/>\n    I get there right at 5:00pm and most of the other kids are<br \/>\n    gone. Today I got there about 5 minutes earlier and arrived<br \/>\n    right during the pick-up rush. I passed the owner first and she<br \/>\n    told me Lex had a rough day and they thought he might be sick<br \/>\n    again. Then I turned the corner into the baby room and found a<br \/>\n    flurry of people around Lex sitting on the floor in the middle<br \/>\n    of the room, pacifier in his mouth, moaning and rocking back<br \/>\n    and forth. It broke my heart. Other mothers were stepping over<br \/>\n    him to get their children ready to go and the daycare teachers<br \/>\n    were talking to the mothers and packing up the other babies.<\/p>\n<p>Now logically I&#8217;m sure that wasn&#8217;t the<br \/>\n    case all day. I know he is very cuddly and they are working on<br \/>\n    having him play on the floor with the other kids and be held<br \/>\n    less these days. When he first started he was new and they<br \/>\n    loved holding such a cuddly baby. Now they have younger babies<br \/>\n    (as young as 3 months old) who need more holding and attention.<br \/>\n    Lex isn&#8217;t too happy about this. I&#8217;m sure he was well cared for<br \/>\n    all day, but just the sight of him in the middle of the floor,<br \/>\n    rocking back and forth, was horrible. <\/p>\n<p>So I drove home in tears. I so badly wish I didn&#8217;t have to<br \/>\n    work. Won&#8217;t someone give me a hefty salary just for being a<br \/>\n    good mommy???<\/p>\n<p><em>PS: Everyone<br \/>\n    please send &#8220;get well soon&#8221; vibes to my grandma who is having<br \/>\n    both knees replaced tomorrow morning. Keep her in your thoughts<br \/>\n    and prayers. Thanks.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>And I don&#8217;t cry often these days. My job is getting worse and worse &#8211; and I thought my last company was dysfunctional! I was tired from a long, stupid day, and so I left a few minutes early to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/?p=844\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-844","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/844","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=844"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/844\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=844"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=844"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/familyblog.datdec.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=844"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}